Skates in the Fall

The bus hissed as it came to a stop, exhaling a cloud of exhaust that mingled with the damp, metallic scent of the city. The woman stepped down carefully, one hand clutching the railing, the other gripping the strap of her bag. Her shoes were sensible, brown leather with scuffed toes. Her coat hung oddly from her shoulders, too large, perhaps made for a broader woman. Her skirt had a stubborn crease running diagonally across it, as if it had given up trying to look proper halfway through the morning. 

Around her, the crowd surged, faces blurred, eyes averted, their footsteps a clamor that swallowed her silent grace. The air hung heavy, thick with rust and the faint musk of leaves, whispering rain to come.

She began to walk. The crowd around her surged and scattered, people pushing past like a tide unwilling to acknowledge the existence of a small, unremarkable rock in its path. She looked neither left nor right, her chin slightly tucked, her glasses fogged. Her bag, a large and ornate leather thing embroidered with fading gold thread, bumped against her knee as she went. It looked absurdly out of place. Too fine for her, too old for the time.

At the crosswalk, a yellow taxi screeched to a halt inches from her knee. The driver, red-faced, shouted something vile from behind the window. She flinched just slightly, but did not stop. Her expression did not change. She stepped forward, her feet steady, and crossed.

After a few blocks, she reached a park, an urban pretense of mercy, where concrete yielded to a wide square ringed by benches and trees, their branches half-stripped, leaves pirouetting on unseen breezes. Food trucks lined the square, their vents sizzling and rumbling, perfuming the air with onions and grease. A man in rags shook a cup for change. Another stood on a milk crate shouting inti the wind about salvation and the end of days. People sat eating their lunches, staring into phones, into the middle distance, into nothing. 

The woman moved through them, her bag swaying, its gold thread a faint pulse of light, her steps soft but sure. She found an empty bench and sat slowly, as if remembering how to do it, and placed her bag beside her. For a long while she did nothing. Then, with the unhurried grace of ritual, she opened the clasp and drew out a pair of roller skates: white leather, yellowed with age, their wheels polished to a dull gleam. They looked older than she did, though they had clearly been loved.

She laced the skates with care, fingers tracing the worn leather as if greeting an old friend. She stood. The wind stirred, lifting leaves in a quiet summons. 

Then, she moved. A slow glide at first, testing the ground’s pulse. Her body softened, swayed, found its song. Her skates sang against the concrete, a low, rolling murmur, like waves kissing a shore. Her arms rose, carving arcs in the heavy air, and her coat flared, catching the wind’s embrace. 

Leaves, brittle and gold, rose in her wake, twirling as if summoned to dance. She wove through them, her body a thread stitching earth to sky, her breath steady, matching the rhythm of her wheels. Her skin tingled as the wind brushed her cheeks, cool and sharp, like a lover’s fleeting touch. Each turn sent a shiver through her, her muscles warm, alive, as if the earth pulsed beneath her.

Around her, the world refused to pause. The preacher’s voice cracked, railing against unseen sins. A woman scrolled through her phone, thumb flicking past headlines. A man bit into his sandwich, mustard smearing his tie, eyes fixed on nothing. They did not see her spin, did not hear the soft hum of her wheels, did not feel the wind that danced with her. She was a secret kept by the air itself, unnoticed, unwitnessed, yet radiant.

She spun, and the world spun with her, leaves spiraling, wind curling, sky holding its breath. Her fingers brushed the air, tracing invisible lines, as if sketching a world only she could see. Her lips curved, not quite a smile, but a softening, as if she’d found something lost long ago. 

Then, as the first drops of rain kissed the pavement, she slowed, her skates whispering a final note. The wind fell still, reluctant to release her. She returned to the bench, her breath soft, her face flushed with a secret joy. 

One by one, she unlaced the skates, wiping their wheels with a handkerchief, tucking them back into her bag like a memory folded away. The leaves at her feet settled, damp and still, as the rain began to fall. Her dance, like the leaves, like the rain, was gone. nseen, unclaimed, but hers alone. The world resumed its indifferent rhythm.

She lifted the bag, stood, and walked back toward the street. The crowd swallowed her. No one turned to see her go. The rain fell harder, pinning leaves to the pavement like small, defeated birds.

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